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Happy New Year!

2008-01-02T20:09:00.000-08:00

it's been quite a long time.. haha.. i lost internet, lost interest.. well, anyways, i got new pics for you guys.. taken during the count down plus the after party with my family...

me and janna @ the swimming pool - enjoying the sun. =]

Me and Kuya Josh - posin' out after swimming..

My killer new year pose! haha! lolz! =]

Count Down Party @ Crown Plaza with my Family

i don't know what you call these guys, but they sure are cute..
still @ the count down party..

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

After the count down party -
(right to left) - Father, Mother, Me, Janna, and Kay -

Trio - Janna(top), Ate Dianne(left), and me(right)..

Kuya Josh, Mother, Me and ate Di-di... @ Bar One

Our after party @ Bar One on the dance floor..
- Kay, it's way pass your bedtime sis! =] -

graduation thingy..

2007-05-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

i wasn't really that exicited to graduate.
like hello, i'm not satisfied with it.
but it was a great experience. hehe.

i could not ask for more.

2007-04-24T22:03:00.000-07:00

as the lyrics of the song goes -

I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

it melts my heart out. though i broke my heart tons of times before, it wasn't a mistake to wait for it to come. or at least wait for awhile. :) but i'm happy that i am blessed to have a wonderful man in my life. i wouldn't not say that he was just an accident coz i know he's not just an accident. though there may have been complications that caused a lot of pain but everything got better as time went on. i mean, everything happens for a reason, right? it doesn't just pop up like that or something...

anyways, he, in fact, saved my life from being plain stupid and be ruled by a total jerk who's not worth dying for. it was a big mistake. but who doesn't make mistakes? everybody does. and i've said this a thousand times before, that i couldn't thank him enough for everything he did for me. i gained my life back the way it should be and not being corrupted by an evil monster. hehe. evil true, but hey, the truth really hurts right.

i'm just really happy. and words are not enough to describe how happy i am. if i could only take over my own destiny, i would make him mine for the rest of my life. but i know - i could do nothing but hope. and pray. and i can't expect that much. it may cause me pain if i do. and a lot of it.

right now, all i can do is be contented with what i have and just be happy with him. have fun with him, work things together, and just make each moment worthwhile. i want to make him feel really special but sometimes i kinda overdo it and it's making him over special and it's not as good. still the thought counts most.. :) hehe.

though i don't know when it will last but i have my fingers crossed that it would, hopefully, work this time. ~~hopefully~~.

Lying here with you Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for And I could not ask for more

Looking in your eyes Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for And I could not ask for more

Chorus
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for And I could not ask for more

Survey #1

2007-04-19T22:24:00.000-07:00

1. First Impression xeo ng friends mo?
*~> tahimik na suplada. muka pang mataray. so not true. =]

2. Exact location na nakilala mo bestfriend mo?
*~> si bess joanna, sa school, 1st yr HS palang kami magkaklase na kami...

3. Favorite na laro mo nung bata ka?
*~> ten twenty, chinese garter.. jackstone.. hehe.

4. Kulay na paborito mo?
*~> baby blue @ fenk.

5. Nakakailang baso ng tubig ka sa isang araw?
*~> di ko nabibilang eh.

6. Iba pang iniinom mo bukod sa tubig?
*~> softdrinks, c2, hot choco..

7. Mahilig ka bang kumain ng salad?
*~> hindi na ko mahilig sa vegies eh.

8. Taong iniiwasan mo nung High School ka pa?
*~> si heartbreaker. hehehe. ;)

9. Instrumentong tinutugtog mo?
*~> wala eh. hindi ako matyaga dyan.

10. Magaling ka bang kumanta?
*~> syempre. sa banyo pa nga lang.. heheh.

11. Lumabas ka ba ng bahay kanina?
*~> medyo.

12. San ka pumunta?
*~> sa labas lang ng bahay mismo. hindi pa lampas ng gate namin. hehehe.

13. May inaasahan ka bang text mula kanino?
*~> wala naman.

14. Namimiss mo ba xa?
*~> uo weh.

15. Mahalagang bagay para sayo ngayon?
*~> cp koh.

16. Taong nagbigay o nagregalo xo ng panyo?
*~> wala pa nga eh.

17. *ano question?*
*~> huh?

18. Anong gagawin mo pagtapos nito?
*~> hopefully tapos na siya gumawa ng resume niya.

19. Title ng song na paborito mong pakinggan noon?
*~> i love you...

20. Favorite Cartoon Character?
*~> si baby bugs.

**Complete this sentence..

21. Hindi aq nakakatulog ng walang..
*~> kumot.

22. Mahilig akong bumili sa mall ng..
*~> damit @ sapatos.

23. Badtrip aq s isang tao lalo na pag..
*~> nag iinarte siya! maarte siya...

24. Ayoko umalis pag wla akong..
*~> ligo.. eeewww.. sticky!

25. Masarap pumunta sa Antipolo xe..
*~> hindi pa ko nakakapunta dun.

26. Nakipaghiwalay ako sa bf/gf q dahil..
*~> dahil sabihin na nating kinulong niya ko sa bird cage. hahaha.

27. Gusto ko uminom ng icedtea pag..
*~> mainit ang panahon.

28. Mahilig ako mangolekta ng..
*~> perfume at sapatos at earrings.

29. For you, "LOVE is..
*~> something i don't understand. it comes and it goes like season but sometimes it comes for a reason. hehe.

30. Paborito kong kainin sa KFC ang chicken xe...
*~> kasi chicken ang main food nila.? hehe.

31. Masaya ko kanina dahil sa..
*~> okei na kami.

32. Hindi ako makapagsalita lalo na pag _____ xa skin..
*~> naiinis or galit.. :'(

33. Gusto q tinitignan ang ____ nya!
*~> eyes niya.

34. Hindi q xa kayang..
*~> i-hate.

35. Pinipilt ko sarili qng kalimutan xa dahil..
*~> hindi ka karapat dapat magstay sa mind ko.. hehehe.

Cute Song..

2007-04-18T21:05:00.000-07:00

Robin Thicke – Lost Without You lyrics

I’m lost without you
Can’t help myself
How does it feel
To know that I love you baby

~~Tell me how you love me more~~
And how you think I’m sexy babe
That you don’t want nobody else
You don’t want this girl you don’t want that girl you wanna
Touch yourself when you see me
Tell me how you love my body
And how I make you feel babe

You wanna roll with me you wanna hold with me
You wanna stay warm and get out of the cold with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes ME feel good baby
Tell me you depend on me
I need to hear it

I’m lost without you
Can’t help myself
How does it feel
To know that I love you baby

Baby you’re the perfect shape
Baby you’re the perfect weight
Treat me like my birthday
I want it this way I want it that way I want it
Tell me you don’t want me to stop (don't stop)
Tell me it would break your heart
That you love me and all my dirty
You wanna roll with me you wanna hold with me
You wanna make fires and get Norwegian wood with me
I just love to hear you say it
It makes ME feel good baby

Mailie's Post

2007-04-16T21:22:00.000-07:00

An interesting post from Mailie-bog. hehehe.

OPRAH WROTE THIS ABOUT MEN

* if a man wants you, nothing can keep him away.
if he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay.

* allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache.

* stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be.

* if a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends."

* don't stay because you think "it will get better."

* the ony person you can control in a relationship is YOU.

* always have your own set of friends, separate from his.

* if something bothers you, SPEAK UP.

* never let a man know everything. He will use it against you later.

* you cannot change a man's behavior.

* don't EVER make him feel he is more important than you are.

* never let a man define who you are.

* if he cheated on you, he'll cheat on you.

* a man will only treat you the way you ALLOW him t treat you.

* deal with your issues before pursuing a new relationship.

* you should never look for someone to COMPLETE you...a relationship consist of two WHOLE individuals..look for someone complementary...not supplementary.

* make him miss you sometimes..when a man always knows where you are and you're always readily available to him, he takes you for granted.

* keep him in your radar but get to know others.

Success is never without mistakes...

2007-04-15T19:16:00.000-07:00

Success is never without mistakes. I mean yeah, it's not easy going back on your feet after stumbling down. But mistakes only furnishes our skills and it could help us get through life's challenges. Just like learning how to ride a bicycle. It's hard to avoid falling down if you don't know how to balance your bicycle. And you could not learn how to ride it once you quit trying harder. When you learn how to balance it, you would be able to ride it. And that's your success - be able to ride it. After having those cuts and bruises, at least you've learned how to ride it.

Reaching our goals to success means going through a lot of failures. And i know that it's not easy getting through it all. But if you won't be that persuasive enough in reaching your goals, you won't really be able to get through your mistakes at all.

Sometimes, we make our own lives to happen the way we want it to be that we end up miserable because we didn't seek God's plans for us. We forget the importance of His plans that we become greedy of what we have achieved even if it came from the wrong direction. And for that, we have failed God's plans for us. Sometimes, the world just seem not enough even if you are successful because we forget who's giving it all to us.

There's more to life than being just happy. We should seek God's plans for us because He knows what He wants for us. Even if it means giving up something really important to you, but it's not His plans for you to have, you should learn how to accept it no matter how hurtful it is... that's how life goes. Maybe God has other plans for you to have. You just have to learn to trust Him full-heartedly.

♥

A Brand New Start.

2007-04-13T22:17:00.000-07:00

i believe that every after a downfall in our life, we all deserve another chance to live it the way it should be. it doesn't mean that we have to give up right away. it's how you learn to be a better person and be able to accept the fact that you made a mistake and you should then apply what you've leanred. so that's LEARN >> ACCEPT >> APPLY..

then there's how to get over the pain, how to regain strength, how to move on... i know it's not easy getting over a disaster of your life. it's how you handle yourself really. it's whether you allow yourself to embrace that downfall or get over, regain and move on to the next level of your life's challenges. if you give up right away, you definitely fail yourself from reaching your dreams. but if you're determined to do things that you really want to achieve, you should know how to let go something so hard to leave.

i believe that in life, we're always given a choice. a choice that you could either move on or recede your life. either way, you have to make the right decision and you alone can answer it...